Everybody...go watch!!

Thats what we do, WE FIGHT, you tell me when im being an arrogant son of a bitch, and i tell you when you're being a pain in the ass. Which you are,99% of the time! Im not afraid to hurt your feelings,you have like a 2 second rebound rate..and then you're back doing the next pain in the ass thing. I'm Sayin, It's not gonna be easy. Its gonna be real hard. And we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but i want to do that, I want you. I Want All of You, forever, You and Me...everyday.

The Notebook

the Best.

Ok i may have not ever,EVER blogged about zayn malik. but lets start. He is a godamn gorgeous human being. HE is my mentally dating boyfriend. Zayn Malik you truly stole my heart. because damn you so fiiiine!
So. I woke up at 11.25.. Quite a miracle, i woke up that early but i decided to clean the house. Ehe. So then i checked my twitter and saw.. what i thought i saw..is what really i saw!.. zayn malik on twitcam! Rrrrrrran downstairs,slashed open the laptop..heartbeating so fast..zayn malik was on twitcam! smiling :) ....Hello Heloo :3
Ook listen i once spammed his twitter like for every second for 13 minutes. ALOT of spam. "HI im aanisah" hi im for malaysia " hello?appreciate me" "did i say im from malaysia?" "hi im anisah from malaysia" "hi" "hey zayn" blablablaaaa... and aaaaaaaaall i wanted was a "hey x" from zayn. And i did not get such welcoming greeting! -.- DUB!
So going on from the morning story...i sent him only ONE spam saying hi im anisah from malaysia. any plans to come here? aaaaaaaaaaaand OMFG he said anisaaaah,i love ya (chuckles)
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG OMG OMG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG yah. a lot of screaming. and he talked to me(due to alot of screaming not much can be heard) sHIT. end-of-zayn-story.

So today, today...it just gets better you see. i went out wiiiiith Iylia Athira Sarah-Hanes and the fab Edreen-Firdauz. Watched Social Network ,mmm ok la. hahahaha suka tgk sbb pass 18 je.. oh yeah,anisah passed the 18 rule thing...B) does this make me cool yet?!!?
They made my day one of the bestest..across zayns thingy. i could remember this day till im 67! then ill get sick and bugs will start eating my brain..or not.

so im singing the Rapunzel "when will my life begin" song.

and asking myself...am i okay?

:D

I want to throw you off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you.

NOT A WASTE OF SPACE

i just cant.....leave my beloved blogspot. This blog make things feel right for once. so imma carry on writing here. So hows life to this second? So-so. (dont worry,keep reading) What have i been up to? Killing something softly,which is for the best...

watched this and cried,twice. The last part where Flynn said "she asks me to marry her everyday,and i finally said yes" the girl goes "(LIE)".. so technically the girl asks him to marry her everyday..then one day flynn went to ask her! oh my god. id do that to my mentally dating boyfriend. fucking sweet. mmhm :)

THE LIFE PART :

Things with my friend here not to good...its like black and white. Right now,id lie..abt everything. and ruin everything. and you know try to run.. hehe. Oh well. *sigh* ...its like im thinking im only 15!! if you say what you say is forever...then a few years of my back-off plan. wont hurt wont it? shucks. And i must not have an "i dont know" at this time,oooor things will just, be a ground zero or ill get second thoughts and reach my weak spot and practically drop the plan and fail!! ERGH.

Were to young for anything. We dont know anything. But were a capable of doing everything. MUST-CONTROL-MYSELF......

I went out with my friends the other day. Just Adib,Hariz,Adeeb, Shafiq and me :) ...Afifi & Ad joined us. Sayang them lots! They maybe just people in the world(which consist billions of people) but they are people who gave a meaning to my life. Which makes them, amazing. Making my childhood such a wonderful ride. Theyre are the directors of my movie. Incontrol of my feelings,state and mind! Id be a grandma one day and would still be laughing to the show they put on.


i dont know who to talk to...thanks to afifi, he helps.

hey babe, aniskynot.tumblr.com

heheheehehe hi

PMR CAN SUCK MY TROJAN BALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :d

Mars Spectacular

The planet Mars will make a once-in-a-lifetimes, remarkably close approach in August 2010. Be sure to watch the sky at 12.30am. It will look like the Earth has two moons. The next time Mars may come this close is 2287. NO ONE ALIVE TODAY will ever see it again. Aint this just spanking cool.

Sturdy as an oak

Sirius: "Dying? Not at all. Quicker and easier than falling asleep."

tomorrow ill be like Sirius Black escaping from Azkaban! And later on he fell through the Veil in the Death Chamber to his death. In my world.. falling into the dark abyss of PMR. That's life, it's not nice, and I'm glad Rowling has the balls to say so.

Well, it's now or never, so let's make it now

So trials are so near. must do this before hectic in mind blows up. Have to keep my generator working. That sounded disgusting, "generator", orgasms. LOL

So i have this friend, was leavving A last year,thought was leaving everyone. I found a little something. A letter,never sent...


Hi, ill be gone soon. Kalau permanent, ada banyak kawan dalam dunia ni, seriously. Even u think i have berjuta kawan. I have a lot of friends,the point is. YOU are one of them. And i want u to know is, theres a feeling i get that u'll stay.a ah cm forever ah cm cerita fox and the hound.." You’re my best friend. And you’re mine too. And we’ll be friends forever, won’t we? Yeah, forever." g ah tgk cite ni! best gila :') nisah fanatic disney sume bnde hafal. A, u just have something no one else can provide hehheeh kalau pape jadi pun, im sure we'll be okay.
hmm, cant believe im stuck writing this,oh well. Must.Tulis.If.U.Miss.Me :P we had all fun, everything was fun, i tell ya. All,each of my friends have their own specialty and urs is.. uurrh agagaggaggaggaga A- seseorang yang baik, amanah, baik, i can see ur halo.. haha AND it will be fun till the end of time,im sure. A kahwin pun, tkpe2. HAHHA jakgi Lndon kawan bertambah 1234567463, dont worry. Setakat Lndon je beb. tak bermakna langsung duh. PLEASE DNT FORGET ME! i trust u alotttttttttttt.ur really important to me ah. taktau ah. Cm bila besar nantikan balik balik kmpung,woooo cm our childhood was together! A history never erased. We made someTHing beautiful back then. cmtu ah fikir :D i NEED you to know, yang i will not forget u even 8312954626km far away. woot. this is for real ok. hahagaha. cm dpt u as my friend cm, nisah usia 7 tahun dpt barbie doll paling lawa nk mampus di dunia, omg omg mogmogm omg omgomgoomg omgomgomgomg omg omgomg omg omgomg mogmogmoomgomgomg. and no ur not a barbie bila nisah dh besar buang sbb takut :] totally no. uhuhh.u left a mark in my mind/heart. So jangan terfikir ah nak erase, nak erase marking tu must use a nuclear bomb kot. Pastu nak dpt nuclear bomb to dr US. sangat menyusahkan,why bother?It just wont happen. so Aiman, I'll come back when you call me, no need to say goodbye. See you soon. Raya garenti balik. See yahhhh!

....

Tak tersangka pulak we could get into a fight. Uh, okay. I hope things would be better(hope its going to be ahah). thats all. I dont know, but we keep forgetting. Sad aint it? Life just is.. was everything all this time just summertime? i can see the future disappear.

CORRECTION!

WTF. GOODBYE JUNE? my brain is delusional and a insecure little bitch. which is un-freaking-believably good.. im such a. Loser. kthxbai I sulk in despair because this brain won't friend me

*Goodbye, July

pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic. i feel embarrassed *shrugs*

The Adventure Day

i did no yapping in juuuneee! JUNEEE! Turn me on. HM. Lets pretend im writing from 100 years. oh no salah, 100 hours way back. ( that was not on purpose) yEEEE so August, gimme a Kick-ass performance.

Goodbye, June.

Hello. the best time when ur brain is acting like a total maniac and start scribbling crap, (drawing) is when its exams! whos with me? i have 13 minutes then seriously i have to go ; exams. I moved to an upper class which makes me needing me belajar every single second in school/ >.< Sumpah rindu sofia myro. Oh and Aiman, weeeeeh u have so menghilang la! didnt even ajak me go no where. liiiike so diam, ur never diam, this is sho shad. tehe. Afifi ofcourse uve been a good friend all along lah,a te-rah-rahhh rific one! i need to repay! EH this one day dalam kelas aw, then tidur with my legs crossed, slept so soundly tk prasan kaki cramp. then bila bangun i terus jumped off the chair and i jumped and fell. then cm terhempap dkt meja so the meja jatuh juga,then i menjerit ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHIT. At this moment of my life, i have to make decisions on my own, Life decisions in the shower! oooo-oo ilham has bola now,damnit!

My Birthday! Yay!

well im suppose to be liike studying but i cant get myself out of this computer circle,urgh. I feel like talking but too malu to call someone up hihi. Nvrmind. Aaaaaaah my birthday! well there was like 100 people on facebook who wished, id like to wriite every single one of them but .. whos a lazy person,Yes me! But to the people who wiished my facebook, a little reminder, to tell you im touched for all your wishes, they definitely made me jumping all day to check up my fcebook to be liike.. OMG?! U WIIISHED ME! Whos next? :D haha yeaaah that feeling. Sorry to burst yr bubble, but what happened at 12am is for my keep only. Hehehe every single of my friends are awesome :) Like mysaraq, she walked to 7e to get cred just to wiish me! and 7e is like -__- that far. haha And like Adeeb who wished me 15 darab 15 kali! Weeee die punya masyukk haha oh fr the calls people made! AWH. I appreciate it a lot, yeah i love birthdays. yesterday night is when everything happened. So yeah, Happy Birthday!

Fakiest.

So i was walking from Pelita to Klcc , had drinks. I was such in a happy yappy yappy mood! So i was kinda skipping. Not really lah, mcm jalan pusing pusing haha, B). Oh pastu pastu maasa tgh jalan cm nak naik tmpt jalan kaki tu kan,pedestrian, i went like THUMP! Then my sister who was infront of me, gave a scream! i was like what what WHAT?! then i looked down cm scan badan dia ah hahaa i thump-ed on some starbucks yang 1/4 penuh lagi. Her trousers went plain black to => black with chocolate chip frap decorating! Hahahahaa kelakar. I gave a loud laugh and went on laughing smpai klcc. Hehehe. So people, next time use the dustbin! Or you'll jeopardize a fashion crisis.

I'm A Believer - The Monkees

Hello! I'm only human, but imagine the powers i have.

“What might happen if we end up in a big fight?”

A question with no answer to it. Let’s just wish that wouldn’t happen, shall we?

So 5 days ago was Farah and Afifi's Birthday. Tuanya, cm tua gila aw haha cm contoh hidup 72 tahun ah en, drng tinggal setahun je lagi dr 72 tahun tu to have a high school life, so dont ruin it! haha. It was REPORD-CARD-DAY, aaand my mom didnt come :) I feel good,tenenene *ntv7 song*. Hehe. Okay, so actually since these days, Ive been losing my bestfriend. We barely talk anymore and it actually hurts to know it. I do miss him. And I thought we would actually be the bestest till eternity or something. But how is that gonna happen when we dont even talk at the moment? Apparently, i just have to suck it up. boo!

Getzzzshuh

Holiday is great! Everyday is awesome. I looove my life. World Cup is an intensifying sexual desire hahahahah my eyes suck though. Oh well.

Im a Rockstar

ma jom pergi pavi.. ok jom. belikan cupcakes malam tu, hoo ilham ni call so unpredictable lah, kadang-kadang macam terkejut auw, ish. Hung at starbucks. Went home, next morning Secret Recipe pulakkk! im baik likedat. I love birthdays, i just luuuuuuuurve it ~ I enjoy birthdays :) getting older is celebration!

Happy Birthday Syazwan, Atikah aaaaaaaaaaaand, Adeeeeeb!

Ok so bm riight,cikgu tu haih entah lak cakap apa, tapi me mai aleena just stormed out of the library. Oh ni terbaik, banyak bukan untuk orang,so gaduh2 lah ni bonus whtevershit. Then the teacher was like NI EKOT SKEMA, DAH BINCANG DGN SEMUA CKGU,MASUK WEB YADDA YADDA YADDA talking about the web kan,gov web... zaim stood up went to the whiteboard and wrote " wan.meriani.gov.my.saya.cakap" something like that, it was cool! Then well, i no.. we got fed up and just keluar lah, lagipun lagi 10 minutes rehat pun. Kurang Ajar, yes. But whadya know? So riiight,dalam kelas. I USED TO BE LOVE DRUNK BUT NOW IT ALL OVER,LOVE YOU FOR EVAAAAAAAH FOOOOREVER IS OVER! yeahh you know what i mean:) Making my own little stage on top a chair singing my heart out, Im a Rockstar :D

So,Yeah. The birthday thingy was great. not much a surprise though. Told em to do it without me SEBAB LAH KAN ( folio kh right my one hilang i twas like 12 papers of hard cold shit, so borrowed aleena's, scribble dubble blab.... tadaaaa!) Ran down stairs, so bangang la, dah kantoi, adeeb atikah semua was already there they were waiting for.... me! Dude birthday siapa skrng ni? Ish. When i came, we sang. Then, ran upstairs (did my folio, then aleena punya hilang! i was irked vexed sad irritated! Helped her with her folio another 12-paper-hard-cold-shit, then baru turun bawah makan) 2 stories combined...two is better than oooone.

Ad

Ad Hanif : Hyeeeeeeeeeeee! Alright, first of all, I wanna say sorry if I made any mistakes that yg buat you feel you hate me. Or maybe something that you pkir I've changed and so on. So yeah, sorry..

and everything would be perfect again. :) ad is back!

World Milk Day :d

accused.

I dont do formspring not i dont make formspring, I dont DEAL DO whtever shit with it. Theres a difference. Dude that thing is retarded, if i was messing with someone id call them straight up and get it over with or boleh comment ym msn wall text. The only formspring i had touched, was ilham punya i was like gorilla something something. Lupa-_-. like tu pun, bukan me yang bukak! Some friend. Im being honest! I don't do formspring :)


I ACED MY LISAN K. best time ever under the spotlight. So everybody read a poem from that book la. and i went up. Saya akan ceritakan tentang diri saya...

Selamat Sejahtera, nama saya Anisah bt. Mohd Farid
oooo
Saya lahir di Kedah, Alor setar
ooOOO
Selepas berapa bulan saya pindah ke England.
WOOOOOOOOO *applause*
Selepas 5 tahun saya pulang ke Malaysia. Di sini saya telah mempelajari pelbagai pengetahuan yang berlainan
oooooOOOOO *applause*
Saya tidak faham BM pada mulanya. Ada manusia bernama ASYRAF *eerie smie* bertanya "Nama awak siapa?... saya terus lari ke tandas dan menangis lalu beritahu kejadian itu kepada cikgu. Saya ingatkan dia mengejek saya.
HAHAAHAHAHA OOOOOOO *APPLAUSE*
Hobi saya bersukan,menulis,membaca, bermain piano, naik kapal layar dan melukis.
OOOOOOOOOO HAHA * again with the applause-_-*
itu sahaja terima kasih
*APPLAUSEEEEEEEEE*

(best gila sebab masa tu like 5mins balik, everyone was like anisah get it over with so semua good mood lah,who isnt in a good mood when its balik time. Made it better,bila budak2 kelas lain came out and hanged outside our class to see what's all the fuss about :) )

syoknya buat lisan;) it was kinda longer tapi lupa haha. my mood was like DONTMESSWITHME TIME. After that one hella of lisan, i was JUMPINBEANSGIMMELOVE TIME.

gorlz

Ever have that one person in your life that you just can’t give up on, the one person that can screw you over time after time yet you always seem to give them another chance, and no matter how many times you say this is their last one, you know it’s a lie because there’s always just one more waiting for them. the one person you know you’re better off without but yet you can’t find a way to let them go because deep down inside, you wouldn’t know what to do without them. The one person you know doesn’t deserve you but yet you choose to overlook it because you love him.

whatdiprobleme equarto?

Yesterday kan, ingat makan dengan Aiman je,then hazik fahmi ada :DD oo lama tak jumpa! Sorry for embarassing to ONE WHOLE KEDAI. masalahnya muka fahmi tu tak bleh tahan doooh haahahaha kena gelak jugak. Gelak smapi hantuk2 kepala dekat dinding hahahaa pe ahhh.
Ada this one dish kan, macam ayam goreng dengan what kind of vegetable i dont know. Then Fahmi macam takpernah nampak so die jakun gila hahaha PDHAL SAYUR JE AW. then Hazik was like,kne potong mcm ni la,then cicah cne sume. KENA AJAR CARA MAKAN, MANA ADA KELAKARRR HAHAAH baaru sayur je aw, SAYUR. SAYUR LIKE SERAI THINGY MCM TU haha sorry for the people yang fikir tak ajak. seriously nak ckp dgn aiman sekejap je tetibe jadi mcmtu hehh.
So then gerak bangsar. Like always. Someone just had to call me up. Fras gila doh. So kan haha ni lawak tp bangang. Call Afifi, tengah jerit2 gelak semua, masa semua tu kan i was going round and round. i was like "AFIFI,I CAANT BELIEVE THIS,ASAL TAK SEDAR DR AWAL. OHMYGOD WEHH. GILAAA DOHHHHH" yes screaming kinda thing. Pastu ada restoran ni, semua orang dalam tu pandang je. hahahaaha lawak gila. mcm problematic psycho on the phone like she broke up with boyfriend preparing to die or something. wkakakaa

Down,down, down. You said you needed a little time from my mistakes. It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced

Teeengok!

Blogspot is my tumblr! so whatever goes on here. Be it. exam dah habis, i mean like officially THE-END. bdk f4, muahaha. So we had pjk paper today,and du uh none of us did revision because yesterday was kinda aour semi the end, so couldnt care less for the next paper. Then cikgu bagi ah hint apa kuar,so bukak la buku. Badan mascular orang tu kan dlm buku,we were thinking of how to hafal triceps biceps hamstring whtatever la kan haha then cm gelabah ah. Tetibe ingat ILHAAM HAHA so i gave the idea, eh bdn ilham mcm sama,thenn sume stok ingat badan dia untuk hafal, sumpah doh kelakaaaar. Tak boleh bla oh, tapi berkesan what haha:P After recess rasa f3 je kot rehat, others had exams. Other's meaning ZARIQ FARAH SHARK ATIKAH AFIFI SHAFIQ AMIR AND EVERYONE WHO HIS FORM FOOUURRRR!!! HEHEEH well continuing,after recess tak ada life siot. Haha nothing to do! even cikgu pun tadak! So i was like Heh, ini hidup lepas pmr?o shit. Then Aleena mula main dgn kayu manatah dia dapat, saying awak bdk melayu ye! ddk jangan mcm itu,ingat tu awak perempuan! ha-ha lawak. Iiit feels good tenenenenneeee i know that i would.. so good!... so good! *song* , to take the books off for awhile, i made the guest room into my study room. And i sleep in it too, my Bed became my wardrobe. sad really. EH YOU KNOW WHAT, tulis pasal afifi 8 perenggan in some notebook,pastuuu hilaaaaaaaaang! but hehe bagus la, dia tak sempat baca but ill write a bit in here (of what i can remember)

sumpah doh pertama kali nampak sbb mysara, die mcm muke mcm fadh whtever la sume. and i was liike eee biase je hahaaha dr tingat 2 aw usha tak lawak en. Afifi ni en, pendengar bagus ah! bagi bnde BAMNNN pun bagi reaksi yang dimahukan HAHA your a great person,you truly are...

ok dah lupe haha

eh i updated my blog, and i totally went off the internet! Nope, im not even touching facebook,myspace. Im even ignoring my ym, yang tgh ckp dgn Shafiq ni,tp ckp sepatah dua kata. Dah 2 minggu tak on oooh, see dad, i won't die ;) im not gonna be online on the social network that much anymore as im kinda phobia-ish with it. What more do i need anyway? I have everything i need. Not onlining dosen't kill anyone but i talk to zariq less haha Does this include as a "social network", i hope it dosen't. Ooooh riight,who reads my blog?No one.

So, Yeah.

I don't write happy birthday post because tend to tell them straight in the face. Lagi puas la. But i guess, Your The Only Exception. So today. I will be writing about Zareeq. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!

I'll write this post like im writing to you(zareeq),so people.you read.pretend your zariq la. haha Hi;D aku ingat lagi,kau mcm kawan pertama aku doh kt sekolah wangsa! i was such a newbie,then because apa tah kita bertemu haha terus man! kenal terus i knew he was gonna be a great friend! No lies. but you make me happy:D you support me, you contribute! I hate it when we don't talk,serious. so you 16, 365 haritu untuk mengalami benda2 baru till your 17-_- mcm tua je hahaah so 16 comes only once, and id like it make the best of it. So, we'll see how everything goes. Id do anything for you k byebye. haha

I'm Like a Proud Mama

It has been exactly 46 days since i blogged in blogspot. Sad, i was dead for 46 days, in blogspot. this post right down heree, Misery yadda. Although you realized i recently published it,it was typed on 5th Feb. 10 seconds ago, I published it. Pathetic, authentically pathetic. So here I am, ridiculously thinking i have sunken the minds of my imaginary blog readers, so Boo!
To my 18 followers any my imaginary's one (heh) please accept my apology of being so dumb and tranquil. Yes, it is true i don't write here no more. But i couldn't end something i started. I read my recent post, and it's words of fun. Memories captured in words. Delightful!

This is a warning This post will be awfully long. Yeah YELP, shuckers.


Things you want to know, not want, need. Ill start things off with present to past. My exam's are next week! OK BREATH. My older friends, keep saying aaah intervensi kacang, tak belajar pun tak apa. Yeah, Whatever. I like studying for a reason and PMR as a reason? It really isn't the best reason because there's thousands of 15 year olds in my place doing the same thing. And some of them, ain't even doing anything! I'm on the Line. Ironic heh

I just came back from the hospital, I had to get my asthma problem cured. Pain. My holidays, the one week break. I so was so very so happy! No.. thrilled. Because my boarding school friends which are Adib Hariz Syahir Yasmeen Syak are coming home. (flashback: last together as Wangsa day)It was so hard ugh to let them go, at that time all i could think was...was. How i would survive with no one by my side or shit or whatever! On this day, we just chilled at Adib's place, played guitar xbox and dota :}... YEAH i am happy they are leading their lives one step ahead but losing a friend who is in your daily basis is just not there anymore. I can't explain how sad it was, at the time, i was torn. torn like paper, easy as that, you give me a word, i torn myself. And i put the sad-blame-thing on something else, and accuse that something else of how sad i am and everyone gets mad at that something. Typical. Disaster. Haha. I'm Okay now, I haven't lost my connection with'em. But that one Saturday, I thought everything in Adib died.Phew . I was just-mad. I mean he could leave our daily basis, but leaving the life containing us. Erasing faces of us from your mind, thats something so cruel , I'll stag you through your heart. Seriously.

Karma. Funny thing, I didn't think it was karma, but karma is a nice to use in this part. When Afifi's relationship died..o oh wait, When Hariz semua left me, They are like ma people ya know! I turn everything to them, so you can't expect me to heal so fast like Pop! I was gonna make Afifi "my people" but then he got hitched. I wasn't jealous or anything, I was feeling awkward and well sad. I have a thing for guyfriends who gets hitched, Boyfriends are not to be shared. It's like the rule. Boyfriends are for the minds of their girlfriends only. Tadaaa tink tink. And I told her off, well she broke him, I'm not a drama queen. But i got things way out of hand, I get involved. I owe her a apology. Dude, Love stinks so bad huh. Horrible.

Next, My Life is like is so uncertain right now, I dont know what I want. You can ask me, I'll just say the typical I want 8 a's and nothing will get in my way. Phft. Aleena is going through a love thingy, best part about her. She dosen't show it. I mean langsung tak ok. haha I would'nt mind if she showed a little bit, but nah. Mysara and Huda little fight is not so little anymore,It's forgotten. Do we have to do everything for you? Mysara I know who you are, stop being so stuggish and stubborn. You Huda,stop being so polite and girly and calm. Get it over with already,shaaaaaaaaaaaah. Fafa, she's awesome but sometimes she all over the place. It's like im only a friend to her, not that im not okay with that. She dosen't share things with me, sometimes its well depressing haha Zulaikha is fine, Myraaa! Oh I love you to bits, she's like a perfect friend. Nothing to update about her because she has no problems, except Ryzal :> and her exams. And how she didn't get in basketball and how her way of mind respond to the "Our world". She has thoughts ;) I think I like her :}

I don't know where my life is leading and based on what,but it's messed up and im just going with the flow,things happen, they happen,waiting for happen. I'll get emotional , It'll pass. Sometimes I hold onto things and wouldn't let go because i don't want to let go! And when things change, I still hold on to it the past things that i was holding on. HERE'S A THING, I NEVER LET GO. But do I have to let go because it's the right thing to do and everything will be fine. Or to me, I gave up.

I haven't been a good friend lately, I'm ashamed of it. Only one thing to do, I'll be better.

Pain, Misery, Depression

I feel so..... disconnected. Pretty much devestated and ain't giving a damn about crap. Everytime i hear And She Said. It reminds me of ho god Adeeb, can't believe im saying this, but i really do miss Adeeb. Everyday, i annoy people by bragging them about Adeeb saying O how i miss him. When i see that sad face of his, I'm shattering to a million pieces. Try sleeping with a broken heart. Now, I'm relieved to see him smile and laugh. No matter what, Ill be there for you lalallaa

The time has come once again, where there will be high spirits buried in every Wangsa soul.....Sports Day. Giving it all in. it was okay. but the most unpredictable thing happened. In 15 years,this is the first time Emerald came in first haha!!!!!!! they always come in last, or maybe.. 2nd last. no diff still last hhahahaa after sports day, i swear to god one wangsa was at Mcd,we conquered the whole place ngeh3

I took a cab with Hariz to wangsa walk. I was gonna meet the love of my life..... fakhira. hahaha There was Her, Azie, Azlin, Hana. and isya. After sometime, Fafa and Zhaf came. Then we played a game of bowling. I must confess, I'm such a nooob. Atleast,im way better than shafiq. hehehhh

Earthworms Have Five Hearts

*sigh* hi its me again on keyboard. It has been quite awhile since i blabbed on this blog of mine. Who even reads it. Anyway, i got this new pencil case! it from WWF. It has a printed picture of zebra's in the wild and I pinned up my Hard Rock Cafe badges to spice things up. Hehe

I haven't been that much busy,honestly. I just spend the whole day at school. Its like always stayback stayback stayback, pretty much yeah everyday. I lovee form 3. Everything goes back like in the 08. Now I don't have to worry to how to see them everyday like last year due time difference in school. But dude, thanks for staying back form me last year haha

Me, Fafa, Mai, Zhaf, Eah, Aleena, Zue always hangout at bidayah. Unpredictably everyday, well almost everyday. All we do is share stories, laugh, cause a mess and order another drink. I can always feel magic in the air haha WE ARE THE BEST PEEPS IN TOWN!

Cut the story short. Im in braces. I got 2nd for long jump. Menang seri,but i had to go in 2nd, whatever. Just finished intervensi yesterday, ok lah. I got 25 demerit cause i did not pass up my book for inspection of My Aim. Damn. Geramnya-_-' . My room is in a hideous mess. I have a pet hamster called jiko. Nizar gave it to me, sweet cheeks. I guess thats all.

I have an adventure everyday. I'll just keep still about it for the time being. Hey Soul Sister!

Tangled Up in the Blue

2010... I like the sound of this. Goodbye London. I feeelt excruciately hot when the blazing sun landed on me, Malaysia. I just landed! Had a total bore on the plane, pretty much yeah i watched movies for 7 hours non-stop. Dozed off. And yuck the food was horrible except for the hot buns and curry, that was acceptable, neh.

London, I just can't get enough of it. I dearly love the cold and walking freely. Ah you can't literally do this in Malaysia. There is cold here,im reffering to air conditioners, aah its not natural. Walking, well you cant actually go "o im just gonna have a walk outside today and maybe drop by klcc" Crazy! or Wwww hat? The Best part of London : Literally Everything. The Most Hated part of London : You know the part that it is continuously cold everyday (my days there, not the forever) , our body is biologically warm kan? so when I want to go to the toilet, Ive gotta sit on the toilet bowl.... And Haha. The toilet bowl ain't body temperature. Its like sitting on ice, ill be like o shit every time i need to pee. Hahahahaha

So 2010? I spended my new years in London, it was... ultra cool B) I stepped out from the house around 10.30 and came back after 1. and I did it because i wanted to! This is what I've been telling you about walking freely! It supposedly sounds dope but listen, i had "No" questioning session with parents or guardian whatever crap. They just asked me "How was it lastnight?". Hehehehe

I had pretty much tons of fun in London. I just downloaded 1000 songs more or less,roughly around that much. Hey! School?! omg I'm jetlagging so should i go? Ill be like unconscious of what is happening liike "IM A ZOMBIE" thing. It'll be Anisah-Oblivion Day! shiiiittttttttt, can i make it? aaaaaaaaah! YELP!

TWO-OH-OH-NINE HOLD UPS

Basically hated my first day of school. I wasnt ready to say Goodbye to 2008 and still not ready to this day,loved 2008 to the hearts core. Most of my close friends "naik pagi", I had my ultimate girlfriends which turned my year around. If i didnt have 'em. Id died.

Things didn't go well with Shafiq, Im so sorry it was dope. Haha.

My love for Fakhira has grown, i will always love you! haha

I heart Aleena,Huda, Myra, Zue, Eah, Mysara.

I had fun back in the 09! Got to know the Melawati peeps, you guys are awesome. Ad got her new boyfriend. Hazix remember the sneaky conference call haahahahaha I could laugh until now! Oh and the bad thing i did, The Lie. You know Im Sorry, I still need to make it up for you. Everytime I think about it, my heart will go like . . . . to think that I Lied. Ad Hanif! Never make me do that again! God. forgive me.

Watched shooting stars. Meteorite Shower to get that straight. Spectacular! I was mad at Shafiq at this time, but somehow i wanted to share it with him. Technically he was the only friend awake at the hour yet he didn't see nothing up in the sky. pfht!

Next is UUUH UH HAHA remember Bukak Puasa Together? FUCKEN FUNNY HAHA basically we wanted to go like the 08's berbuka which was awesome haha but it didn't turn up like pictured. And only you guys know why:P If your wondering, it turned out atrocious, horrifyingly sick.


These are the things I want to share, plenty of them will be kept in this heart of mine. Things too precious i suppose its not meant to be shared to the world,my virtue. No offence. 2010 resolution? End everything i start off, Never failing. I don't want to Give up anymore! hehe cool. Hope to have a smooth going kinda Year!

Welcome 2010

I realized I never was, forgotten.