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Hello Bubblegums! i want to know whos been reading my blog,just curious *fierce eyes* haha nothing new really. But i saw my little baby boy oliver,fluffy tabby cat mated with its mom! lol the funny thing is,before this it thought pratunam was a female and ollie here keeps trying to mate with pratunam,ironic isnt it? its cool in a way i get to say MY CATS GAY! HOYEAH! my sister did her blog invited readers only,damn. she's going thru spm or whtever,she's doomed,giggles. And for god sakes i think im in love,sehtoopid. But not with anyone,with myself,sehtoopid. Im stupid,hello. im not looking for love because well no one out there is good enough,i sound stupid.but i have dignity you see. Splatting it all out here dosent look right,but its better if you knew. im so picky,fuck me. hmm but loving someone you totally trust who will be by your side through out your wholeeeee life is just... * cant really find the right words? I will never let go. Love dosent get its space right now in my life. its in the trash can where it will be until someone picks up and say she is mine,my Anisah. dude i sound so fucking mad right now,ive gone nuts! IM SO FUCKED UP HAHA my mom says i cant spend anymore money,she dosent want me to turn into a shopaholic.im a girl,what do you expect? I have spent my time with reading *cheers*,watching movies,and a gold star for keeping my ass off the social network. quite happy with the result, the end product is i get a life. i know cool,you should do it. im on my phone anyways,i haate the social network now like seriously my mum is right *chuckles* Oh right,i went for salsa classes! WHOEVER wants to get thin,do it for five minutes and you'll be sweating like a pig haha im recovering from depression,i always felt like this cause i dont know what to do in life but painting,reading,talking,writing really made me expressive. Like lola,IM BROKE TOO. and in addition i am addicted to coffee,truly. its not good for me,i think iskandar told me that,or nooot cause i really dont remember at all. ill be going out thursday,watching new moon for the 2nd and 3rd time,yes ill be watching it twice in one day,dosent bother, what the hell i watched twilight like 7 times due to people keep asking me out and eventually the tix will be on them,so how can i say no? ill be on a boat tomorrow,sailing the well you can say the penang sea-.-' then later evening im going on a plane. this is quite a long post about updates,im retarded i know and im shocked that my "Hit Me Counter" shows me that some people do read my blog,splendid! imma go now, goooodbye:) oh and HAPPY DECEMBER! ******