Sturdy as an oak

Sirius: "Dying? Not at all. Quicker and easier than falling asleep."

tomorrow ill be like Sirius Black escaping from Azkaban! And later on he fell through the Veil in the Death Chamber to his death. In my world.. falling into the dark abyss of PMR. That's life, it's not nice, and I'm glad Rowling has the balls to say so.

Well, it's now or never, so let's make it now

So trials are so near. must do this before hectic in mind blows up. Have to keep my generator working. That sounded disgusting, "generator", orgasms. LOL

So i have this friend, was leavving A last year,thought was leaving everyone. I found a little something. A letter,never sent...


Hi, ill be gone soon. Kalau permanent, ada banyak kawan dalam dunia ni, seriously. Even u think i have berjuta kawan. I have a lot of friends,the point is. YOU are one of them. And i want u to know is, theres a feeling i get that u'll stay.a ah cm forever ah cm cerita fox and the hound.." You’re my best friend. And you’re mine too. And we’ll be friends forever, won’t we? Yeah, forever." g ah tgk cite ni! best gila :') nisah fanatic disney sume bnde hafal. A, u just have something no one else can provide hehheeh kalau pape jadi pun, im sure we'll be okay.
hmm, cant believe im stuck writing this,oh well. Must.Tulis.If.U.Miss.Me :P we had all fun, everything was fun, i tell ya. All,each of my friends have their own specialty and urs is.. uurrh agagaggaggaggaga A- seseorang yang baik, amanah, baik, i can see ur halo.. haha AND it will be fun till the end of time,im sure. A kahwin pun, tkpe2. HAHHA jakgi Lndon kawan bertambah 1234567463, dont worry. Setakat Lndon je beb. tak bermakna langsung duh. PLEASE DNT FORGET ME! i trust u alotttttttttttt.ur really important to me ah. taktau ah. Cm bila besar nantikan balik balik kmpung,woooo cm our childhood was together! A history never erased. We made someTHing beautiful back then. cmtu ah fikir :D i NEED you to know, yang i will not forget u even 8312954626km far away. woot. this is for real ok. hahagaha. cm dpt u as my friend cm, nisah usia 7 tahun dpt barbie doll paling lawa nk mampus di dunia, omg omg mogmogm omg omgomgoomg omgomgomgomg omg omgomg omg omgomg mogmogmoomgomgomg. and no ur not a barbie bila nisah dh besar buang sbb takut :] totally no. uhuhh.u left a mark in my mind/heart. So jangan terfikir ah nak erase, nak erase marking tu must use a nuclear bomb kot. Pastu nak dpt nuclear bomb to dr US. sangat menyusahkan,why bother?It just wont happen. so Aiman, I'll come back when you call me, no need to say goodbye. See you soon. Raya garenti balik. See yahhhh!

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Tak tersangka pulak we could get into a fight. Uh, okay. I hope things would be better(hope its going to be ahah). thats all. I dont know, but we keep forgetting. Sad aint it? Life just is.. was everything all this time just summertime? i can see the future disappear.

CORRECTION!

WTF. GOODBYE JUNE? my brain is delusional and a insecure little bitch. which is un-freaking-believably good.. im such a. Loser. kthxbai I sulk in despair because this brain won't friend me

*Goodbye, July

pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic pathetic. i feel embarrassed *shrugs*

The Adventure Day

i did no yapping in juuuneee! JUNEEE! Turn me on. HM. Lets pretend im writing from 100 years. oh no salah, 100 hours way back. ( that was not on purpose) yEEEE so August, gimme a Kick-ass performance.

Goodbye, June.

Hello. the best time when ur brain is acting like a total maniac and start scribbling crap, (drawing) is when its exams! whos with me? i have 13 minutes then seriously i have to go ; exams. I moved to an upper class which makes me needing me belajar every single second in school/ >.< Sumpah rindu sofia myro. Oh and Aiman, weeeeeh u have so menghilang la! didnt even ajak me go no where. liiiike so diam, ur never diam, this is sho shad. tehe. Afifi ofcourse uve been a good friend all along lah,a te-rah-rahhh rific one! i need to repay! EH this one day dalam kelas aw, then tidur with my legs crossed, slept so soundly tk prasan kaki cramp. then bila bangun i terus jumped off the chair and i jumped and fell. then cm terhempap dkt meja so the meja jatuh juga,then i menjerit ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHIT. At this moment of my life, i have to make decisions on my own, Life decisions in the shower! oooo-oo ilham has bola now,damnit!

My Birthday! Yay!

well im suppose to be liike studying but i cant get myself out of this computer circle,urgh. I feel like talking but too malu to call someone up hihi. Nvrmind. Aaaaaaah my birthday! well there was like 100 people on facebook who wished, id like to wriite every single one of them but .. whos a lazy person,Yes me! But to the people who wiished my facebook, a little reminder, to tell you im touched for all your wishes, they definitely made me jumping all day to check up my fcebook to be liike.. OMG?! U WIIISHED ME! Whos next? :D haha yeaaah that feeling. Sorry to burst yr bubble, but what happened at 12am is for my keep only. Hehehe every single of my friends are awesome :) Like mysaraq, she walked to 7e to get cred just to wiish me! and 7e is like -__- that far. haha And like Adeeb who wished me 15 darab 15 kali! Weeee die punya masyukk haha oh fr the calls people made! AWH. I appreciate it a lot, yeah i love birthdays. yesterday night is when everything happened. So yeah, Happy Birthday!

Fakiest.

So i was walking from Pelita to Klcc , had drinks. I was such in a happy yappy yappy mood! So i was kinda skipping. Not really lah, mcm jalan pusing pusing haha, B). Oh pastu pastu maasa tgh jalan cm nak naik tmpt jalan kaki tu kan,pedestrian, i went like THUMP! Then my sister who was infront of me, gave a scream! i was like what what WHAT?! then i looked down cm scan badan dia ah hahaa i thump-ed on some starbucks yang 1/4 penuh lagi. Her trousers went plain black to => black with chocolate chip frap decorating! Hahahahaa kelakar. I gave a loud laugh and went on laughing smpai klcc. Hehehe. So people, next time use the dustbin! Or you'll jeopardize a fashion crisis.

I'm A Believer - The Monkees

Hello! I'm only human, but imagine the powers i have.

“What might happen if we end up in a big fight?”

A question with no answer to it. Let’s just wish that wouldn’t happen, shall we?

So 5 days ago was Farah and Afifi's Birthday. Tuanya, cm tua gila aw haha cm contoh hidup 72 tahun ah en, drng tinggal setahun je lagi dr 72 tahun tu to have a high school life, so dont ruin it! haha. It was REPORD-CARD-DAY, aaand my mom didnt come :) I feel good,tenenene *ntv7 song*. Hehe. Okay, so actually since these days, Ive been losing my bestfriend. We barely talk anymore and it actually hurts to know it. I do miss him. And I thought we would actually be the bestest till eternity or something. But how is that gonna happen when we dont even talk at the moment? Apparently, i just have to suck it up. boo!